Jobless, hopeless, it's all the same | justbelle's Blog

It's been about a month that I went jobless, I don't know how to feel about it anymore, I mean at first I was excited about finding a new job that I would be excited about, but now, I'm just hopeless. It may be just the universe punishing me for quiting my last job for the wrong reasons, I cheated on my boyfriend with someone from my work and he hated my job so I just quit. I've thought about asking for it back, but I've always hated going backwards, or I'm too prideful to even show my face back there and ask for it. Either way, all I know is, I'm screwed, BIG TIME. Rent is due soon, Christmas is coming and I just want to die.